When I was young I grew up in a somewhat racist household. Racists songs, jokes at the expense of non-whites where considered semi-normal. I'm not proud of it, but it is what it is, and this is not a post about public apologies and begging forgiveness.
In Junior High and High School I rebelled against constant racial guilt programming. As well as guilt programming about the persecution and extermination of Jews in Europe during World War 2. I didn't have the right paradigm to understand the programming as I do today. I fell into the trap that so many whites tend to fall into: embracing racism in rebellion against coerced cosmopolitanism.
As I got older I played a prank on a computer bbs causing a swastika to pop up on the screen. I got hell for it. These fellow students got upset and tried to assault me.
A month or two after reporting the assault to the high school administration, I received an e-mail from some guy looking to make connections and forming a hate group. At the time I was not interested in hate groups. I was somewhat racist, but as I noted above, I wasn't militant. I have no doubts the high school administration got word to the law enforcement about the incident, because they didn't do anything about my assailants.
So one thing led to another and I got into contact with a hate group in my state focused mostly on creating propaganda and having internet debates on newsgroups. Younger people today might say, "news what?" Well before the advent of http blogs and message boards, people participated in newsgroups. Text based bulletin boards where people talk about everything. These people did have access to information, a small amount of wisdom that went contrary to the programming I was being fed day in and day out. So in a world of lies, a lie with a bit of truth, in retrospect, was appealing.
Bear with me because there's a point to all this.
Over a short while I became a little nervous. One of their group had done some prison time and went around the US and Canada trying to set up networks of skinheads and neo-nazi intellectuals. I was puzzled how one person could be so influential. The man who first contacted me had also done some time.
In my heart I was more of a libertarian looking for friends and allies. Forced togetherness is what I rebelled against. As much as I had racist inclinations I still believed all persons had the same fundamental rights. I became nervous about these people and tried to go my separate way. The one man who first contacted me said something very suspicious:
He wanted us to share an email account so we could stay in touch.
To me that's really bizarre.
I've learned that the FBI had been infiltrating militant groups, hate groups, separatist groups for some time. The strange behavior of the people I was associating with seemed to confirm that.
http://news.intelwire.com/2007/10/patcon-revealed-exclusive-look-inside.html
http://www.alternet.org/story/142123/terror_from_the_right%3A_75_plots,_conspiracies_and_racist_rampages_since_oklahoma_city
Patcon did not end as they say it did. The FBI continually infiltrates these groups to steer them and try to push persons into attempting to build bombs or illegal weapons, and then arrests them. While some folks may be independent and act on their own, the large majority are poked and prodded into carry out these actions by infiltrators. Sometimes it is ex-cons granted early release on the condition that they infiltrate militant groups. They do this to Muslims as well, to drive frustrated but non-militant persons into carrying out crimes and then arresting them.
The man who contacted me in my youth was one of these. As was the seemingly effective recruiter who traveled around. And I think the leader of their group was one as well. He kept a briefcase of all my emails and antisemitic crap that I wrote, so I'm not surprised if he is.
What's done is done, all I can do is warn others.
Groups such as National Alliance, White Aryan Resistance, National Socialist Movement, Knight of the Ku Klux Klan, are all infiltration and intelligence gathering entities. Naive people looking for answers as I was, get a little bit of truth, feel relieved to found other persons who seek truth, and are attracted to them. But it's a scam. If you affiliate with them, reconsider what you're doing. You may end up being a propaganda tool for these super rich, elitist, Freemasonic assholes when you go to jail for some attempted crime.
Race War has been a long term plot by the powers that be to exploit the failings of our country. We Americans are (collectively speaking) quite racist and it will take generations to gradually overcome it. It won't be with policies and social engineering, but with gradual, sincere, respectful attempts to get along with each other.
Consider these unfortunate souls:
Most are just mislead. Some are actors and paid agitators. Uniforms with sewn arm patches? Really?
Please don't misunderstand me. There's nothing wrong with having a group ethnic or racial identity. But when it comes to degrading others, then you go wrong. I chafe at forced togetherness and forced segregation. But I refuse to take part in degrading other human beings. You should refuse as well. Don't be played.
If you're driven into doing shit like this, you're being foolish. I used to shout 'white power' in defiance, it felt good. But I was being played. I might have become the next pasty for a terrorist attack if I didn't, by the grace of God, get away from that nonsense.
Don't play into the division and race-war agenda.
